Family

Yea yea now i know i go weeks on and yall dont hear from me Just want yall to understad that its its not intentional Just so caught up in tryna better my life and provide a better life for everyone thats around me Just know i love you with every ounce of my blood Day to day im optimistic though i go through my struggles I cant call yall how i wanna but just know that i love ya Though my pain gets overwhelming sometimes i need a shoulder Still call me when you need me ill be there to console ya I will be there I will be there I will be there I will be there I will be there I will be there Aint no need for the stressing Keep counting up your blessings As the head of the family gotta keep em all together Cant pick and choose your pay gotta get it however I had to put my pride aside to provide for the pride Prioritize priorities forget them new Jays Momma need this hundred more than me My sister phone bill due today Brother hit me up just to see if im straight As a man i say i am but i know that i aint Me and my dame steady beefing Baby momma still a problem Its been more than a year since i held my daughter Father having seizures im tryna help him through the pain But i say yea im straight everythings ok Day to day im optimistic though i go through my struggles I cant call yall how i wanna but just know that i love ya Though my pain gets overwhelming sometimes i need a shoulder Still call me when you need me ill be there to console ya I will be there I will be there I will be there I will be there I will be there I will be there I dont drink to fix my problems I dont smoke to fade the pain I take it all head on thats how i make it day to day Cant see my grandma how i wanna any day could be her day Hope she knows how much i lover her wish more time was in a day My aunties are like my momma they wanna see me more often But between hustling and work its kinda hard to make it happen My god father my father but i still honor my father Still aint forgive my step father Pray my daughter dont have these problems Everyday its a struggle everyday its a struggle All i need is my family i hope yall know that i love ya Day to day im optimistic though i go through my struggles I cant call yall how i wanna but just know that i love ya Though my pain gets overwhelming sometimes i need a shoulder Still call me when you need me ill be there to console ya I will be there I will be there I will be there I will be there I will be there I will be there