Heaven Gates

I say that I'm alright but I know that I should lie Tell them what's really going on in my mind These demons come attack me they comin left to right When will someone put that light in my eyes Cuz I know that I can't keep going Feeling all of this pain Everydays a struggle just to stay in my brain But since you been gone I think about the fussin and The fighting everything I ever did wrong Everyones telling me to focus on the good things And I try but they only ever hurt me Now your in heaven gates looking down on me I feel your presence feel your vibe all around me But all I'm wishing is that you could still be here with me Say you love me say you love me need your voice with me Cuz every day it's getting colder And if only I could hold you you'd keep my head from going under But every time I'm in my mind demons comin left to right Thinking bout what would I do with my momma in my life Would I flourish would i fall I'm asking god who do I call Break this wall i built too tall Yeah yeah yeah I gotta let 'em in Friends worrying Wondering when We will meet again There must be something in the water Cuz every day it's getting colder And if only I could hold you you'd keep my head from going under