God I'm Too Young

Sometimes I feel like y'all don't know me I feel like I'm way too different that's why I'm lonely I see no rainbows with all these colors that people show me I guess my heart is too heavy to flow where the wind is blowing Damn I can't be feeling so much pain I'm too young for this I can't be stressed inside my brain I'm too young for this I can't be feeling so much strain I'm too young for this Just gimmie some love to numb my pain I'm too young Whatchu know bout being a father of a child but you've never really held it? Whatchu know bout sleeping on bed knowing your son is sleeping in a casket? Whatchu know bout having a babymama full of trauma in her basket? Whatchu know bout listening to doctors talking knowing damn well they capping? God I'm too young I'm too young for so much pain I'm too young to suffer like this you should be ashamed Damn Said I'm too young for so much pain I'm too young to suffer like this you should be ashamed God I'm too young for this This nowhere near my bucket list Issa loss ain't nothing I'm profiting Lord tell me why you ain't stopping this (huh) Just tell me what you want from me I been through so much honesty I don't know if this who I'm post to be This pain has always been part of me (huh) Somebody gotta get me outta my feels this is way too real How do I go being a high school kid straight to paying the bills Got me thinking bout drinking to drown the pain or maybe taking a pill Got me thinking bout how real love is fake and the fake love is real Whatchu know bout trusting a stranger you don't know over your family Whatchu know bout smiling infront of your fam Knowing damn well they your enemy Whatchu know bout depression during exams knowing damn well you gotta pass it Whatchu know bout sleeping on empty stomach while errbody else bragging God I'm too young I'm too young for so much pain I'm too young to suffer like this you should be ashamed Damn Said I'm too young for so much pain I'm too young to suffer like this you should be ashamed God