Chocolate

This could be the very minuteI'm aware I'm aliveAll these places feel like homeWith a name I'd never chosenI can make my first stepsAs a child of 25This is the straw, final straw in theRoof of my mouth as I lie to youJust because I'm sorry doesn't meanI didn't enjoy it at the timeYou're the only thing that I loveIt scares me more every dayOn my knees I think clearerGoodness knows I saw it comingOr at least I'll claim I didBut in truth I'm lost for wordsWhat have I done it's too late for thatWhat have I become truth is nothing yetA simple mistake starts the hardest timeI promise I'll do anything you ask...this time