Against Me

Why do I feel so empty My thoughts are so clouded in my head like a chimney Wanna have a happy ending but this not a disney Need some understanding but yo everything's against me Why do I feel so empty My thoughts are so clouded in my head like a chimney Wanna have a happy ending but this not a disney Need some understanding but yo everything's against me Here I am again late at night by my lonesome Wish I had a cure but I don't growing so numb Letting out these tears don't do nothing I hold em in Yeah I hold em in Am I wasting time trying to figure out a better me Need a different lens what I'm seeing is unsettling Don't like how I'm living but I'm scared to let it go Got to let it go Happiness I'm missing it Why am I so different I'm terrified I'm petrified and I'm paralyzed Why do I feel so empty My thoughts are so clouded in my head like a chimney Wanna have a happy ending but this not a disney Need some understanding but yo everything's against me Why do I feel so empty My thoughts are so clouded in my head like a chimney Wanna have a happy ending but this not a disney Need some understanding but yo everything's against me There's some choices in my life that I've made I regret them We're only given one and time ain't stopping it is precious There's a monster that's inside of me I'm trying to survive Got to stay alive I let the darkness in it just came to take the light away I know this not the end got to look ahead to brighter days Lord if your there will you listen to my cry Oh I need you by my side Why do I feel so empty My thoughts are so clouded in my head like a chimney Wanna have a happy ending but this not a disney Need some understanding but yo everything's against me Why do I feel so empty My thoughts are so clouded in my head like a chimney Wanna have a happy ending but this not a disney Need some understanding but yo everything's against me