Lost Boy No Neverland

I guess I'm good for one thing and that's hiding Because I've never seen true beauty find me Lonely and heartbroken those words define me My road is red from the blood stained behind me Grab for the stars but I shrink back to darkness Fell outta place no connection I've lost it Sing to a tune while I sit in my bondage Gravitate high then I fall like a comet Continue to try but always leave with empty hands Thought I was free from the pain but I'm here again Wish I was dreaming like Alice and Wonderland I've been stuck in a cycle not sure if it has an end Wish I could take something simple like medicine Put my heart down on paper it ends up all shredded I don't wanna grow old keep me young like I'm Peter Pan I've been looking for home ima lost boy no neverland Just waiting for something to change It kills me how it stays the same I think I might die of old age Feel all that I do is in vain I'm fighting a current like some sort of war This feelings familiar I've been here before Feel so unopened like treasure I hope I get washed up on shore