Point Of View

I'm pacing in these circles wanna know if there's a better me You see me when I'm normal but I flip the switch so viciously I'm always in a battle but you cannot see it visually My nemesis the enemy its the inner part of me If I was a book then you'd prolly think it's make-believe See me when I'm psycho it's no different from a movie scene Always using unused doors cause I live in emergencies RIP to all the beats I left em in the murder scenes Constantly I'm working but I'm not sure what I'm working towards The way I step up to these beats kinda like a kid at a candy store I'm very torn but how could you make a better self with nothing bad there before Let's go record Let emotions pour But when its all done tell me what its for Cause I am living two selves neither one of em are right Always hide my imperfections try to keep em outta sight From the floor is where I started going up I'm taking flight Hope I make my choices wisely tryna keep a hold my life I chose my direction and through out the breaks cause you know that'll make it I'm chosen I've been self elected I do not regret it cause all of my plans are in motion I see my contenders all think they are winners just know that I've not even started Not even Not even sure of myself Don't get no sleep prolly bad for my health Wish I had love man I swear that would help Life is too lonely all here by myself I wrote her a story she point to the shelf Funny to me how she change her identity My hearts been abused I would question its entity Most things in life ain't your friend its your enemy I've thought for a little bit This world is so negligent I feel so irrelevant Got no time to settle In Gods plan is unraveling The truth I am grappling It's real it is happening Without him we have nothing Cause I am living two selves neither one of em are right Always hide my imperfections try to keep em outta sight From the floor is where I started going up I'm taking flight Hope I make my choices wisely tryna keep a hold my life What if the things you cared for just all of a sudden disappeared What if the only person that believed in you was in the mirror What if the people you thought you were close to they were never near Would you take the fall or would you stand up strong and preserver This is more than just game to me this is my destiny Inner critic talks tryna take away the best of me Wont leave this world with no message leave it with my legacy Time itself cant stop me I am giving this my everything Mapping out my vision cause I have it in a clear view Left behind my limits finally did it that was passed due Pedals to the floor and you see me rolling past you Keep talking to myself but now I see me in the rear view Cause I am living two selves neither one of em are right Always hide my imperfections try to keep em outta sight From the floor is where I started going up I'm taking flight Hope I make my choices wisely tryna to keep a hold my life