I'm Concerned for My Well-Being In the Future

I never really understood how to live life Shit I always do never feels right And I know everyday I'm running out of time And I always say this the last straw But I'm stupid, I do nothing right at all Everyday in my room screaming at the wall I can't see no more I can't see no more I can't see no more I can't see no more I'm still broken up and torn from that same love I can't let it get to me, and because In a year I don't know what I will become (In a year I don't know what I will become) I wake up every morning always feeling pissed off I don't know what it is with me, it's off What a way to go and kick things off (What a way to go kick things) I can't take none of this or that, I could never in my life I can't take none of this or that, I could never in my life I can't take none of this or that, I could never in my life I can't take none of this or that, I could never in my life I never really understood how to live life Shit I always do never feels right And I know everyday I'm running out of time And I always say this the last straw But I'm stupid, I do nothing right at all Everyday in my room screaming at the wall I can't see no more I can't see no more I can't see no more I can't see no more I told myself when I grow up I'll never ever live this way But I was wrong then I became the one man that I hate I'm so surprised after this I can't change Can't get better I must change up my ways God will never forgive the things I did in my life But it's just too much for me Yeah it's just too much for me