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If ever you had said to me beforeThat i would live this life that i amLiving now i guess it's all so strangeTo feel the way i do inside butHave so much that i could feel somePride for in my life so why is it thatI feel like thisHow do i feel? i've been here before.I've felt this.Retreat to a place, a place within.I need this. keep it all down, bottled insideIt breaks me to torment again andTorture me like it used to.I try and try to break away from all the hateI'm feeling for every one of you that's everDone me wrong. i need to justify the reasonsFor the way i'm living. i guess i can't 'causeI don't feel like i deserve itHow do i feel? i've been here before.I've felt this.Retreat to a place, a place within.I need this. keep it all down, bottled insideIt breaks me to torment again andTorture me like it used to.So now the waves they have subsidedAnd my soul is bleeding i can't take awayThe shame i feel. forgive me.How do i feel? i've been here before.I've felt this.Retreat to a place, a place within me.I need this. keep it all down, bottled insideIt breaks me to torment again andTorture me like it used to.