It's Been Awhile

And it's been awhile Since i could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since i first saw you And it's been awhile Since i could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since i could call you And everything i can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that i've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since i can say that i wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since i can say i love myself as well And it's been awhile Since i've gone and fucked things up just like i always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you And everything i can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that i've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again Why must i feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day! And it's been awhile Since i could look at myself straight And it's been awhile Since i said i'm sorry And it's been awhile Since i've seen the way the candles light your face And it's been awhile But i can still remember just the way you taste And everything i can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be i know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me And it's been awhile Since i could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since i said i'm sorry