Just Go

I'm kinda numbIt's so distortedYou left me here withThis damage that you causedMy tortured facesThose fucked up placesIn my memoriesNone of them i've lostButI haven't been here long enough to knowEvery time i feel this i just lose controlSuch a cancer on the face of everything that's beautifulI wish that this would just goGoIt's kinda sickI feel so dirtyI'm kinda tragicKinda insecureBut i knowThat i'm the onlyOne that can fixWhatever's wrong i'm sureButI haven't been here long enough to knowEvery time i feel this i just lose controlSuch a cancer on the face of everything that's beautifulI wish that this would just goGoI feel so aloneFrom all i've becomeI'll take you downI feel so downI'm water while you drownYou're lifted while i'm downI'm cancer in your wombI'm the needle in your spoonButI haven't been here long enough to knowEvery time i feel this, i just lose controlSuch a cancer on the face of everything that's beautifulI wish that this would just goGoJust, just, just, just go, go, goWith these fucking liesAll these fucking lies