Waste

Your mother came up to meShe wanted answers only she should knowOnly she should knowIt wasn't easy to dealWith the tears that rolled down her faceI had no answers 'causeI didn't even know youBut these wordsThey can't replaceThe life you......the life you wasteHow could you paint this picture?Was life as bad as it should seemThat there were no more options for youI can't explain how i feelI've been there many times beforeI've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before meBut these wordsThey can't replaceThe life you......the life you wasteDid daddy not love you?Or did he love you just too much?Did he control you?Did he live through you at your cost?Did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own?Well fuck them!And fuck her!And fuck him!And fuck you!For not havingThe strength in your heartTo pull through!I've had doubts!I have failed!I've fucked up!I've had plans!Doesn't meanI should takeMy lifeWith my own handsBut these wordsThey can't replaceThe life you......the life you wasteBut these wordsThe don't replaceThe life you...The life you waste