1st Person

Why - is everything so grey - is everything so strangeIs everything so thrown together by mistake?Why - is everything contrite- is everything a plightIs everything so insincere and out of sight?WHY - DOES EVERYTHING SEEM WRONGDOES EVERYTHING LOOK DEAWNDOES EVERYTHING SEEM BLASTED LIKE IT DOESN'Y BELONG?I wanna make it a way - I wanna make it a wasteI wanna make it a gross misadventureI WANNA MAKE YOU ALL!I WANNA MAKE YOU ALL!I WANNA MAKE YOU... lie to me... lie to me...When - did everything go bad - did everything fall flatDid everything decay and lose itself so fast?When - did everything succumb - did everything go numbDid everything lobotomize what it's become?WHEN - DOES EVERYTHING COME BACKDOES EVERYTHING RELAPSEDOES EVERYTHING SAVE FACE AND FIND ITSELF AT LAST?I wanna show you the way - I wanna show you the wasteI wanna show you the worst misadventureI WANNA SHOW YOU ALL!I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL!I WANNA SHOOW YOU HOW TO... die for me... die for me...I wanna give it a way - i wanna give it the wasteI wanna give it the worst misadventureI WANNA GIVE IT ALL!I'M GANNA GIVE IT ALL!I'LL NEVER GIVE UP!Lie to me... die for me...Now - everything's a lie - everything's your lieEverything's a face inside another lieNow - everything's a side - everything's one sideEverything depends on just which side you're on...