All Messed Up

Another day wasted out of timeI can't get out of thisAltered state of mindI'm going overboardMy conscience meets declineInto realityI know this can't be fineChorusCause i'm all messed upMaking perfect nonsenseDrowning in my doubtCause i'm all messed upGoing nowhere fast but circles in my mindSo blindWho are these voices in my headI can't go on like thisLiving like the deadI haven't slept so longFeeling sad i dreadI'm talking to myselfForgot what i just saidRepeat chorusWell i hold my only enemy as closely as a friendAnd i sold my own reality to further my descentSelf-destruction taking over it's so easy to pretendIntroduction to this nightmare may never endCan anyone help me drag my heelsI'm running overtimeI can't hold down my mealsMy mind is racing byStaring blankly feelsLike pulling out my teethWhile this engine winds(Repeat chorus)