Penitent

Once I stood alone so proudheld myself above the crowdnow i am low on the ground.From here i look around to seewhat avenues belong to meI can't tell what ive found.Now what would You have me doi ask you please?I wait to hear.The mother, and the matador,the mystic, all were here before,like me, to stare You down.You appear without a face,disappear, but leave your trace,i feel your unseen frown.Now what would you have me doI ask you please?i wait to hearyour voice,the word,you say.i wait to see your signwould i obey?I look for you in heathered moor,the desert, and the ocean floorhow low does one heart go.looking for your fingerprintsi find them in coincidence,and make my faith to grow.Forgive me all my blindnessesmy weakness and unkindnessesas yet unbending still.struggling so hard to seemy fist against eternityand will you break my will?Now what would you have me doi ask you please?i wait to hearyour voice,the wordyou sayi wait to see your sign could i obey?