golden boy (feat. noley)

If I don't see my self again I'd write a letter to my friends I'm like a ghost you never noticed But i'll be there in the end I'm like a risky text message That forgot to press send I don't pay you for a joke Cuz I don't pay for on demand I'm a golden boy just look where I began I'm running backwards on the field I'll run it back without a huddle If you see me put in work That could mean you all in trouble And i'm sorry in advance Cuz if you miss me there's a problem All season like a tire Drop a clutch i'm burning rubber I get tired all the time It's like i'm always running game But if you play me like a sport I'm guaranteed to go insane You can try and catch up But you don't get it just like I do I'm sorry I ain't perfect But i'm not the one to lie too I don't feel at all So i'm calm throughout the action And I barely handout time Because the loss is a distraction And I rarely even notice As I rummage through the cabinets Everytime I think about it All I think about is sadness Yuh, Aye Yuh, Aye Yuh Why does everything feel so damn complicated Memories they feelin like a million missin conversations I don't really know which way to go from here Lost in space Direction hazy Need someone to steer me fucking crystal clear, yuh, yuh Why does everything feel so damn complicated Head is burstin bubbles and my mind fixated Questioning existence and which i'm 'sposed to go from here Knowin if i don't turn soon I'm walkin into hell like i'm a fucking volunteer But i'm a golden boy I'm walkin through the flames I'm unfazed because the fire don't hurt more then all the pain I question my existence to the point i feel insane Yuh, yuh, but it's all in vein Why does everything feel so damn complicated Memories they feelin like a million different conversations I don't reallly know which way to go from here Lost in space Direction hazy Need someone to steer me fucking crystal clear, yuh Why does everything feel so damn complicated Memories they feelin like a million different conversations I don't really know which way to go from here Lost in space Direction hazy Need someone to steer me fucking crystal clear, yuh But i'm golden boy That's just who I am And I be that till the end Yuh, yuh, yuh