i don't cry

Sometimes I feel alone inside Surrounded by my friends tonight At war between my heart and mind So I just laugh so I don't cry So I don't cry So I don't I feel alone inside but all my friends are here Why do I feel distant yet surrounded by my peers Smile on my face so that you never see my tears Almost like somebody's holding me and poking at my fears There's so much on my mind I couldn't tell it all right now No astrology or Myers Brigg can tell you all my doubts If you stepped into my mind, you won't believe what flies around Watch your head, watch your step, or you may not make it out I don't feel like, I belong here I don't feel like, I should be here Will you love me, with all my fears Will you love me, when I'm not here I want you to be The one who answers the phone You care enough for me With you I'm never alone Smile on your cheeks It start to hit me real slow I hope you never leave Through all the highs and the lows Sometimes I feel alone inside Surrounded by my friends tonight At war between my heart and mind So I just laugh so I don't cry So I don't cry So I don't