if i run away

If I run away, will all my problems go away If I died today, would anyone show up to my grave If I shot to space, would you follow me and stay If I say your name, will you tell me it's okay It's okay I really hate feeling this way Wiping tears all over my face Tryna fall asleep cuz I'm counting sheep Thinking maybe it'll disappear tomorrow Waking up cold sweat cuz I'm drowning in my sorrows Take a pill upset, I don't really wanna swallow When it hits me bet, I ain't talking Monte carlo Hit the lotto and I Still wouldn't drive that car On the outside still tryna act my part On the inside killed cuz she broke my heart When I left the thrills chasing after my God Cuz I looked into the world, tryna fill me up Got the dopamine hit, I don't need no drugs Started giving me swirls, then it filled my cup Feel my stomach in a pit, that's just my luck, my luck, my luck If I run away, will all my problems go away If I died today, would anyone show up to my grave If I shot to space, would you follow me and stay If I say your name, will you tell me it's okay Start to wake up, start another day Sunrise morning, let it hit my face Praise my Lord cuz he never walks away Sit in the sun, while I sit in his grace Cuz he never disappears when I'm running on my own Yeah he never gets offended when I don't answer my phone Cuz I'm the one that's broken when he calls me to his throne Yeah I promise I'm not perfect, I can't do this all alone I'm weak, I'm broken, come save me Your grace, your mercy, all I need My God, my Savior, give me peace My soul, be silent, calm and free I don't know what tomorrow holds In my head cuz I'm on my own Overthink going down this road Start to pray cuz I feel alone If I run away, will all my problems go away If I died today, would anyone show up to my grave If I shot to space, would you follow me and stay If I say your name, will you tell me it's okay