Stuck

Sometimes I question my decisions I gave myself permission But when it came to fruition I really shouldn't have listened Now my regret is in session Questions start pressin, messin, hittin my depression (Hey!) My brain is always overthinking It is wand'rin but seekin To find a final solution But it gets stuck in repeatin Same cycle of decision makin It's takin my thinkin off things in this life That honestly are more important I'm stuck The world keeps telling me I'm not enough Logic versus love and I have almost lost all my luck I am afraid to live without gaining material stuff I count every buck But my life is a bluff Somedays I'd work from 5 am to 9 pm A week would pass and I would put as much as 40 hours in Barely sixteen overworkin because I thought that's how you win The dollars turned to greed and that was the root of my sin (ooh!) I couldn't manage my time I thought I was fine I saw what was mine There was still the divide Always climbing the vine Should've read the signs Money can't satisfy Summer's behind Can I rewind After this find Restart the time With this new mind Set and primed No, I'm sorry Life doesn't work that way, my apologies Look at all your mistakes Live your life differently You have the choice to make change or stay stuck Choose wisely Sometimes I question my decisions I gave myself permission But when it came to fruition I really shouldn't have listened Now my regret is in session Questions start pressin, messin, hittin my depression (Hey!) My brain is always overthinking It is wand'rin but seekin To find a final solution But it gets stuck in repeatin Same cycle of decision makin It's takin my thinkin off things in this life That honestly are more important I gotta face my choices Listen to the positive voices Stay focused Cut out the background noises Anxiety's playin, ployin In my mind it's just toyin Get out boy Right now you're done being annoying The past stays in the past and I don't let it define me The future that's ahead is something I cannot yet see In this present moment I get to choose who I want to be, that's reality (Hey!) There's two options in this I either choose to stay stuck and reminisce About the simple life I lived when I was just a kid Or switch up my mindset To climb my way up out of this dark pit I don't have to stay sad Being depressed is the darkest trap Happiness is something that doesn't fall straight onto your lap You gotta work to find it But it's always gonna be right there ready to grab A reach away And then it will stay Until you push it back And use it another day It's your choice to hold onto it, it's your choice to make today Your choice in your brain And if you asked me now, happiness is what I would say Money won't stay Its value always decays It's not worth Working your life away Not today Not tomorrow Do not go that way Trust me right now Hear what I have to say It's never enough I got out of the cuffs That made my life suck And now I'm living, un-stuck