Made It To 30

Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday dear Scott Happy birthday to you Yeah I made it to thirty But you were just seventeen How I wish You could see me How I wish We could speak Coz I need your advice See these girls are crazy But I swear this one I like I need that big sister speech The one in which You're telling me Everything Is gonna be alright I Can't believe You're nearly thirty five I wonder in this climate What kinda music Would you like And what you'd Be doing with your life I hope you can See that I'm trying I'm suppose to Celebrate life Coz I made it to thirty But you were just seventeen And it kills me every time When I stop to think How prematurely You were taken Away from the family I sit here and I wonder About all the things You're missing How your life Would have turned out Being your brother's A blessing You got nieces And nephews Who know just how You're precious They're asking About auntie Coz I won't let them Forget you Could you just Look down on me Dear Cayla please Look down on me And know that I am trying I don't always Get it right and Could you Give me the guidance To get through this life Enlightened You know I'm spiritual It's a vibe and I follow that Astrological life so Could you look down me See today is my birthday I'm suppose to be happy I been opening presents And tonight I got a party But in the back of my mind All that i keep thinking Is yeah I made it to thirty But you were just seventeen Why is this life so unfair This pain in my chest I can not bare The night you died I was there In the hospital And I was scared And when the nurse Announced your death I just sat there And I held my breath Held back all the tears Coz no way Was I breaking down I'm the strength In this family I ain't breaking down But lately I just been breaking down Coz yeah I made it to thirty But you were just seventeen And it kills me every time When I stop to think How prematurely You were taken Away from the family I sit here and I wonder About all the things You're missing How your life Would have turned out Being your brother's A blessing You got nieces And nephews Who know just how You're precious They're asking About auntie Coz I won't let them Forget you Could you just Look down on me Dear Cayla please Look down on me And know that I am trying I don't always Get it right and Could you Give me the guidance To get through this life Enlightened You know I'm spiritual It's a vibe and I follow that Astrological life so Could you look down me Yeah let's celebrate life Coz I made to thirty How I wish you was here To celebrate this with me You were life of the party And I'm tired of pretending Like this shit doesn't kill me Can only be strong For so long And for those of you Who don't know I was thirteen When I lost my sister Her name is Michaela Jayne And I'm struggling Everyday To come to terms With the fact that I won't ever See her again So can you Raise your glasses And neck that For me We're gonna celebrate life Coz I made it to thirty She was only seventeen Could you just Look down on me Dear Cayla please Look down on me And know that I am trying I don't always Get it right and Could you Give me the guidance To get through this life Enlightened You know I'm spiritual It's a vibe and I follow that Astrological life so Could you look down me Could you look down on me Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday dear Scott Happy birthday to you