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Yeah SY the Southern Yankee This one ain't for no caption on the gram This real shit Yeah This one ain't for no caption on the gram Wish I could say it was a phase Some dark ways still attached to who I am I be looking out for blood Some shit go back with me and fam I been talking to my therapist I'm glad she understands This shit running deep Cause shit sometimes I don't even sleep Too impatient for my awakening Shit get to hitting home then I know it's time for vacation Or practice communicating it Whatever I can do to get away from it While talking to the plug I been working on dealing more Submerged in the hurt but I been working on healing more It's crazy when you gotta ask your love who they feelings for If it ain't your truth to tell What the f*ck is you squealing for They say that when you lose touch that's when you feel it more Speaking from experience depends who you feeling more But I'm a different breed this shit don't get no realer dog All for shit to disappear just as soon as you clear the fog I started taking off now I'm tryna stay grounded Made it with my circle ain't no other way around it Could never catch me lacking I be watching my surroundings If I'm telling you I'm tryna stay afloat Just know I'm drowning yet amounting to everything that I said I would be Effortlessly At my worst I still look to find the better in me I told my wife ima be better for you Yeah But she rather me to be better for me Remember sitting at the table feeling like I can't provide Know some niggas crashing out pray our destinies don't collide It's been a long road I been taking this shit in stride And I can't help but think of Nali at times I feel dead inside Shit is wild Practicing manifesting Y'all saw BET JAMS I saw it as an investment That's been the goals since I was an adolescent They say my time is coming Well I say it's no better time than the present Know we done had ups and downs I done been down and out Some niggas bet against me and others counted me out They talking like I've arrived I feel like I'm still in route Some shit you gotta believe I did it without a doubt Look I done lost focus when fear was clouding my vision I'll ask for forgiveness before I ask for permission How did Lisa die from Cancer I thought it'd be in remission Put an end to this all to reverse it and see you living To this day it hurts But life is 1 and done This I share with the ill-advised Search for your identity it's bout what you symbolize Keep it pushing forward and make sure that you energized Don't always roll the dice certain shit you can't jeopardize Ones I knew the longest now a days I don't recognize If I never said this shit before let me emphasize Can't always prepare that's your moment to improvise And F*ck if they criticize A god I epitomize You just gotta charge it to the game when you penalized Seen so many die I'm just thankful to be alive At my daughters gravesite praying to see the sign Know this had to be divine I'm thankful that we aligned Niggas on the come up knowing they hate to see the climb Can only run it up from here we hate to see decline Just when I felt I knew the meaning it redefined Lord give me peace of mind Yeah