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I fall in submission Can say I was numb to the pain But can't say I ain't feel the conviction Said I was ready to put all the work in When it's time I was out of commission There go a demotion I should be in motion In terms of the chosen I fit the description Knowing the truth but believing a lie Been thinking that I wouldn't meet his predictions I get to feeling I'm disqualified Tell me is my spirit being compromised Like the white wash from colonized Rather push away if I'm not aligned Got a fear falling from the top tier Til I seen the tears in my mama eyes That eternal flame that'll burn in me And how to live with it internally Talking time and time again I disconnected Relied on self when I was misdirected I'm like you don't see the devil out here killing But missed the fact I've always been protected I know everybody out here fighting demons I just pray that I ain't lacking So many questions I'm expecting reasons While he's expecting me to tap in But it's hard to lock in when trapped in I can feel God saying tap in Falling outta touch but I'm back in If I ain't got faith then I'm lacking Gotta tap in Better tap in tap in Know you better tap in Better tap in Better tap in tap in Know you better tap in Hard to lock in when trapped in I can feel God saying tap in Falling outta touch but im back in If I ain't got faith then I'm lacking Gotta tap in Better tap in tap in Know you better tap in Better tap in Better tap in tap in Know you better tap in I been locked in like a bid on me Finally tappin in with the big homie Feel it's worth the price like I should give my life when Knowing Jesus Christ already did it for me Vow to break the cycle it's imperative Still be falling victim to comparatives Choose to give him glory when I tell my story Cause the devil out here painting narratives Look when I was lost he would be the guide I was down bad but then he'd provide Never fall short whenever he supplies At them crossroads how did we divide Tryna make a living feeling dead inside But I never once thought emergency I been cruise controlling like just let it ride When you blinded you don't see the urgency Man that path that I followed was always so hollow I stayed afloat without drowning in sorrow Know in the storms where I'm finding my calm Been setting alarms like we promised tomorrow Everybody out here fighting demons Better pray that you ain't lacking So many questions been expecting reasons While he's expecting you to tap in But it's hard to lock in But it's hard to lock in when trapped in I can feel God saying tap in Falling outta touch but I'm back in If I ain't got faith then I'm lacking Gotta tap in Better tap in tap in Know you better tap in Better tap in Better tap in tap in Know you better tap in Hard to lock in when trapped in I can feel God saying tap in Falling outta touch but I'm back in If I ain't got faith then I'm lacking Gotta tap in Better tap in tap in Know you better tap in Better tap in Better tap in tap in Know you better tap in