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So Don't go with my heart in sorrow no money to borrow like where did I go I'm losin my heart The devil sittin next to you is filled with anguish Nobody ever wants to talk about what my pain is Everyone wants to throw me aside like I'm so dangerous Put me up in the limelight an no one knows what my name is Got a lot in my heart I've been contemplatin Wait where's heart it's been vanquished Everyday seems to be the same shit Goin out an gettin wasted I don't know if i can face it Take 10 blunts to the face an try to waste it Like the rest of life I look in your eyes get hypnotized Lay me down an tell me all your lies Lately all I've been doing is cuttin ties Like why is it a means to end to have something good is like having a a fake friend So Don't go with my heart in sorrow no money to borrow like where did I go I'm losin my heart They see you make it they want it to end They say you were destined to be friends You can see the fine line an where it tends to blend To often seein friends on cnn Gone away we can't believe in them Then we pretend we can How do I get you to understand I still got a gun in hand I just want it to be real I jus wanna friend Everything seem so surreal an I want it to end My whole life for myself I fend For others I'm stretching myself thin Maybe one day I'll be able to win Till then I've been cuttin my skin Thinkin I'm ok Naw man Ive been concealing my feelin Think before you act can deal with some real shit on some real shit I feel it Deep inside of my feelin in my bones deep down Inside I feel all alone So Don't go with my heart in sorrow no money to borrow like where did I go I'm losin my heart