closed off (feat. Ty Heeter)

Yeah Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long Trynna find a way to get over you with songs Writing some myself I been busy lately with my pen Trynna get these thoughts up out my head Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long Trynna get these thoughts out my head they be too strong I remember when I was writing journals in my bed Now my songs say how I feel instead Sometimes I get caught up forget it Sometimes I stare into the dark and I regret it You know I can't help but reflect on how we left it Thinking back I'm going in the wrong direction And I ain't giving people chances Not even giving a first thought or second glances Keep moving on and on and on and on Can't let these girls around me stay too long Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long Trynna find a way to get over you with songs Writing some myself (Self) I been busy lately with my pen (With the pen like) Trynna get these thoughts up out my head Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long Trynna get these thoughts out my head they be too strong I remember when (When) I was writing journals in my bed Now my songs say how I feel instead As I jot in my journal I think bout the hurdles of loving you back in the day Writing these songs hope they heal all the pain Running these tracks like I'm trapped in the race Running in circles the sound of your name Get a nigga throwed off Your voicemails when I doze off Outta business I'm closed off We went from high school sweethearts No caller ID logs, now I'm pressing delete on All of your messages, hope I never remember them Erase them all from my memory, your love was toxic was venomous Don't have no time for no negative uh Water won't sink no ship unless you let that shit up in it So you better watch you drink what's in your cup uh what you sipping? Are you breathing? Are you living? Are you sinking? Are you swimming? In this ocean of emotion they say there's a million fishes but I Only got one heart Yeah you know I been closed off All alone with my own thoughts Holding on but it's so hard Maybe I should just let go Heart broken I heal slow Heart frozen I feel cold Open up it's been too long Closed off way too long And I know that what I hold will carry on Yes I know I been wrong But I hope to give you up, not live withdrawn Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long Trynna find a way to get over you with songs Writing some myself I been busy lately with my pen Trynna get these thoughts up out my head Yeah you know I been closed off way way way too long Trynna get these thoughts out my head they be too strong I remember when I was writing journals in my bed Now my songs say how I feel instead Yeah