Letter To Myself

I was so fucked up, I ain't have nowhere to turn From a nigga who ain't have it, I can't let them benjis burn It's my turn, for years I Prayed for this I even slaved for this I'm so used to getting Dismissed, I don't Care about a diss Sometimes I can't get no sleep I be thinking bout my dreams even though I Can't get no peace Know I left her broken hearted, tried to pick Up every piece I'm a dog to tell the truth, some how I break Off every leash Wrote this letter to myself, it do no good going To the streets To the streets, I can't trust a soul that's one Ridin' One deep Niggas really hoes and I can't lie, it's Cutting deep And you can't trust these hoes, you gotta Know they for the streets Stay in my lane Cause I can't feel your vibe I know you wanna kill the vibe, I know it's real Inside You can look me in my eyes and see em filled With pride I try to push it to the side but I don't like to Hide I get in my feelings when I think about Decisions that I made How you tryna judge my vision when we not Seeing the same Take my losses on the chin, I know it's not no One to blame It get real cold, gotta keep some heat, yeah Keep a flame Oh you real bold, got the nerve to say I ever Changed Shit like steel toes, you can't walk in my shoes without some pain You bitches still hoes, the only thing that's Decent is your frame You niggas still hoes, do anything just to get a Name I was so fucked up I ain't have no where to Turn From a nigga who ain't had but I can't let them benjis burn It's my turn, for years I prayed for this, I even Slaved for this I'm so used to getting dismissed, I don't care about it diss Sometimes I can't get no sleep, I be thinking Bout my dreams Even though I can't get no peace, know I left Her broken hearted, tried to pick up every Piece, I'm a dog to tell the truth Some how I break off every leash, wrote this Letter to myself It do no good, going to the streets, to the Streets I heard niggas changing, you a bitch nigga That's weak Day ones turned to strangers, ain't no anger, Ain't no beef I'm not trying to be famous, I need M's to help Me sleep Pockets empty, stomach hurting, my mama Know I'm deserving of it all I'm just trying to ball, they want me to fall They say Banga, you a star, but I come from Where shit get hard I remember like one Christmas morning, I ain't Get a toy Shadow boxing in the mirror, I had felt like Baby Roy Anger issues since a boy, I get easily annoyed Put my life on the line for the ones I love, just Take a call I got a bag, you got a bag, I'm going all out for My dogs I'm just giving you the real me, you gotta feel Me Feel like I been in the dark so long, but yet I Still see All these emotions I be feeling, I know you Can't heal me Asking why we not together, shit we never will Be I was so fucked up, I ain't have nowhere to Turn From a nigga who ain't have It I can't let them Benjis burn It's my turn, for years I prayed for this I even slaved for this I'm so used to getting dismissed, I don't care bout a diss Sometimes I can't get no sleep I be thinking about my dreams, even though I Can't get no peace Know I left her broken hearted, tried to pick Up every piece I'm a dog to tell the truth, somehow I break off Every leash Wrote this letter to myself, it do no good going To the streets To the streets I'm a dog that tell the truth, somehow I break Off every leash Wrote this letter to myself, it do no good going To the streets To the streets