Loser

Spent a lot of time in my thoughts Thinking where I'm going before my body rots I've only got so much time - where does it go It's an illusion and it never ever stops We all start as a baby then we all grow But there's some things that I don't understand They say these things just go hand in hand But why can't there be more to it How can everybody work more fluent Work with the rhythm be like Nike and just do it Make up your mind find out what you're doing But I'm only talking to myself all because I'm a loser with no direction Trying to make it in this fucked up I'm just a loser with no direction Trying to make it in this fucked up world I gotta let shit go and go with the flow Cause I just don't know how to cope These fits that I throw this life that I sew Together just won't agree with my terms Too many concerns up in my mind When will I learn that I'm wasting too much time Stressin' bout shit that's out of my control These things that I want to comfort and console There's gotta be a silver lining something to look forward to I swear I need a miracle the planets aligning Nothing is comparable when everything's declining And I know I'm only trying but inside I feel I'm dying I'm a loser with no direction Trying to make it in this fucked up I'm just a loser with no direction Trying to make it in this fucked up world I've lived life in shadows but I seen the colors of the world painted like van gogh Personally I wanna share my thoughts Brush off these words and connect 'em like the dots So if I'm writing know I give it all I got Push through my struggles with a stomach tied in knots Quivering through my bones I got butterflies The sooner I realize that nothing is finalized I'm afraid I'll feel minimized Like I'm nothing to nobody Not even to myself It's like I need some help but I won't accept I guess I'm paying my debt you know why I'm a loser with no direction Trying to make it in this fucked up I'm just a loser with no direction Trying to make it in this fucked up world