These Things

I'm about to step onto the edge and I will fall Cause I feel that I've failed all my friends now I will end it all I don't know if I can ever spread my wings oh no I don't know if I will ever know these fuckin things Another fucking day stuck in my head I don't feel like getting out of bed I'm angry motherfucking seeing red My heart is heavy it feels like lead I don't know how to break these damn chains Cause I feel I'm gonna sink from all this weight Losing my breath and then my vision fades Swear sometimes that I dug my own grave See my headstone but it has no name Riding down the road swerving down both lanes This path I chose must've been the wrong way The people I held close all ran away Oh my god where did I f*ck it up Knock it off you better suck it up You're falling off the fucking wagon Wait tell me whatcha say again This is my me-to-me conversation It plays in my head on a daily basis Keep it bottled in cause I don't say shit Wish I could restart bring it back to the basics Get out this nightmare find a dream and then chase it Roll myself a blunt find some coke and then lace it One inhalation and my heart starts racing My salvation is getting fucking faded I don't know where I really went wrong But maybe I will find out if I wrote it in this song It goes like I'm about to step onto the edge and I will fall Cause I feel that I've failed all my friends now I will end it all I don't know if I can ever spread my wings oh no I do not know if I'll ever know these fuckin' things I don't know where I really went wrong