Ambitious Agony

Raised in slums Shit my neighbor was a addicted And my pops use to sell dope Momma use to bag it and They say I got a old soul So everything is classic And they wonder how that dope sold Told em it was magic If you seen a nigga broke Then I guess you know how misery looks My hero's never made it to my history books Pyrex pirates turned government mules Accepted scholarships then trapped at the school The drugs fire and the money the fuel Familiar faces that I seen on the news Affiliations gave me something to lose I move different The circle small I'm still surrounded by whos winning Lose women tryna temp me I won't give up my spot Gave the homie a lil time He poked a nigga for a watch And got a Rollie when them chargers got dropped Lesson learned Bridges burn Guessing we all one in the same Ghetto children tryna make us a name Lord Help me UHH I bet you never seen what I seen Same game but we view a split screen F*ck a dream My lil bitch coffee brown And she all about her cream And I'm all about giving her what she need I'm forced to take something Put yo hands in sky Sometimes to make a living Means somebody gotta die I Rather go for something real Cause I could never live a lie I Couldn't look up to y'all lame ass niggas if I tried I never even tried We descendants of dope boys Who modernized the game Couple undertaker visits A keep you way from that Kane mane Know I'm sounding real versed in this But I was cursed with this Nigga I was birthed in this Got that hustlers handbook I ain't search for this I'm getting mine You had to work for this A full disclosure I was born in the borough that birthed this rap shit Then we moved to Atlanta we learned that trap shit On the fly The options was due or die The difference between you and I Is that I chose another path With no fear to tell you why My daddy he hustled hard Nothing to show when he died So the money and jewels just a facade I applaud niggas working making under 6 figures With a couple side hustles On a path to get richer Rather called a real father Then be called a real nigga Yo vision ain't how they frame it They don't see the big picture but Just know I won't fold I Learned the hard way Cause the game wasn't showed The money was just a bonus Surviving was just the goal So if you gon put me in chains Just make sure that they gold UHH I bet you never seen what I seen Same game but we view a split screen F*ck a dream My lil bitch coffee brown And she all about her cream And I'm all about giving her what she need I'm forced to take something Put yo hands in the sky Sometimes to make a living Means somebody gotta die I Rather go for something real Cause I could never live a lie I Couldn't look up to y'all lame ass niggas if I tried I never even tried