Deep End

She wanna kick it for the weekend She wanna put me in the deep end But I'm busy playing defense (With my mind on my money and my money on my mind) She wanna kick it for the weekend She wanna put me in the deep end But I'm busy playing defense (With my mind on my money and my money on my mind) Still trynna be the best version of me flow so cold like it's 30 degrees Sometimes I feel like I'm 40 below sometimes I feel like the birds in the trees Sometimes I feel like I'm holding you back sometimes you feel like a burden to me Sometimes I wanna eat healthy and shit sometimes I want a hamburger with cheese Vent to the mic then I feel fine people killing dreams but won't kill mine 'Cause my dreams more vivid than my nightmares, and my nightmares feel just like real time But real don't even feel right now 'cause the fake people getting all the deals right now Shorty wanna chill 'cause she thinks I make a mil' which is cool I just don't know how to feel right now Still gotta keep my guard up if you ain't my mother or my daughter I been fed up fixing my flaws up trynna turn MBTA to a tour bus It feels like I'm living a movie, I just want a happy ending Want plaques on the wall but right now it feels like my backs against it You can come over and chill just can't promise nothing else And don't say you love me it looks like you still gotta love yourself She wanna kick it for the weekend She wanna put me in the deep end But I'm busy playing defense (With my mind on my money and my money on my mind) She wanna kick it for the weekend She wanna put me in the deep end But I'm busy playing defense (With my mind on my money and my money on my money on my) Bro said keep it cool so I move like the winter Strong like a girl that finish school with placentas I'm a kid again, momma please remove all the splinters That they stuck in me, no jive shit so ain't no shucking me Throw me in the deep end I'll still stay afloat though Still staying true saying bars by the boatload Played like a true Sayian Future Trunks swag nigga Went back in time came back wit' my bag bigger Mad niggas still do not comprehend T Clipse and man that is sad nigga Speaking in analogies I'll give it to you fast nigga (Pause) I still don't want to be the one to blast triggers But look at the world I don't know how long I'm gon' last nigga Pray for the good times I pray in the hard too Seen all them haters takin' shots pressing R2 Gotta keep it green might catch the squad in a carpool Gotta keep it green soon you'll see just what this art do