Another Lie

I can't see the problem cause they're ain't no problem with me Barely looked at options cause baby could barely feel me Conscious taken hostage they can't even keep up with me Look at mom she's stronger than anything that come against me I'm still tryna find it a little gone we found it I'm saying Father forgive how did we turn into this? I think we've fallen out free falling see the drought She sees I'm not enough why can't I see the love? I was taken back to confrontations from my (Past) Man those situations swear they broke me like some (Glass) And you ain't finna take me I got lessons from my (Ohhh) Talkin' bout life the mistakes that define all my life I got too many scars on my brain I cannot fight I can't even see the pain that I held caused its light Baby know my past and I'm scared that it's almost time That history repeats and I'm stuck in another lie Yeah, yeah uhh another lie Mhm (Another lie) (Hmm) Another lie I got (Oh) You Oh (Honestly, I) Honestly I don't think I'm strong enough to even stop them My brain just took over and my heart just sit there locked I hurt so many people my energy was straight toxic (Toxic)Then she came and changed me I hope I can change for wifey I just sit here learning I feel them creeping closer Feel it coming slowly I feel they coming for me yeah (Coming for me) I just wanna change (yeah) (I just wanna) Shawty come in closer I'll fill you up in the ocean I've been learning different motions I'm making you scared I know it forgiving myself I'm lonely I'm making it out I'm sorry I hurt you the past is haunting I just gotta see your face yeah Looking back at it I don't got the time I gotta shoot at them not gonna die I gotta move the new plan of us not gonna lie to us I'm gonna sin here in time Baby you'll feel it tonight I ain't gon let them inside Baby just sip this you ain't gotta cry Know you've been feeling alive I'm finna send them to light