FAMILY ESSENCE

I woke up yesterday a new man I laid it out on the table a new plan Found a perspective I ain't seen before Said it don't look right it was me before All the chaos took my mind unbelievable How I let it take me back to human form How did I let myself put into a place so foreign How did I let myself let it take control Why they all check me That was my auntie That was my cousin That was my family Tell me why do you do this Making all the excuses Ask em why have you left me When I was the one who left the pedestal Take me back I wanna let it go I wanna tell 'em im sorry take a better road Know I ain't worthy but they could've loved me tho (Could've loved me tho Could've loved me tho) Yeah You could've loved me tho You could've loved me tho You could've loved me tho (Yeah) I've just been praying and hoping this pass Take all this fight cause I'm hurting but I'll tell you I love you Tell you I love you (Tell you I love you) I've just been praying and hoping this pass Take all this fight cause I'm hurting but I'll tell you I love you (Tell you I love you) I tell you I love you I can't believe it's been a couple years Since I was close to you I found a lover here Wish she was close to you I'm sounding clever here But I've been lost with you I know I'm never here But I've been thinking lately Maybe you can just show me All of the things that I've been Missing that make me lonely All of the feelings I put inside And then show you Let everything out cause I only know the old you The old you I miss you I miss you Know the old you I miss you I miss you I miss you I've just been praying and hoping this pass Take all this fight cause I'm hurting but I'll tell you I love you Tell you I love you (Tell you I love you) I've just been praying and hoping this pass Take all this fight cause I'm hurting but I'll tell you I love you (Tell you I love you) I tell you I love you