Somber

My vision clear no 2020 i'm seeing shit Yetti pac gotta vision Probably not dreaming yet they don't believe in shit This verse goin have em inna pickle Way in Way over ya head Niggas rap spitting diarrhea Now they shitting on us Now everybody got da shits Now everybody wit da shits Now everybody become errbody Till come down to this shit Late nights we was feens about this rap shit Sacrificed everything we had Shit change when ya dream is trash Scraps molded from sand to glass Catipillar on my butterfly shit Take off Dream big for a bonified gift This a suicide test Mentally damage from shit you see They just going act like this really aint shit to me Till they catch a hollow now they hollowed out Empty soul for some empty clout Empty clips only big ammounts Really shitting on em My stomach turning Stomach nervous vomit My flow iconic Burning like commet I was looking for the green light yea But instead caught beam Right here It was me jay bo Errbody cutthroat FucC it Ima lead da team out hea Stack bands To them northern lights. So high yetti northern light I can't sleep my demons bite So I'm up all night tryna make it right S on my chest like I'm super man Still tryna save the world Knowing I never can Tryna stay focused But this life is distracting Plus all these hoes they been tryna get at me Speaking my mind so please do not @ me I pop your buble Just like it's achne Girl this real life pain Ain't no acting Feel like I'm moving slow Time fastly So I pour that drank in my cup Just to help pick me up Whenever I'm down I Ain't felt myself in awhile I'm finding it harder to smile Ridiculed like I'm on trial This ain't the life that I wanna be living Pressure from thoughts that I'm feeling And ppl be wondering why I'm so distance And why I switched up And be acting so different Cause I got way bigger dreams This shit it take work If you want it like me This shit it take heart If you digging real deep I ripped my heart Wear that shit on my sleeve Like it's where it should be yuhh Such a somber soul Such a somber soul Such a somber soul yuh But I pray it hold I got hella strength So I could never fold yuh Got my mama proud Cause she know her son Done covered ground yuh Look up to god I guess I got what's coming now yuh I'm so sick Sick and tired of the run around like Checked the sky All I'm seeing is the money clouds