Dear Music (feat. KingNelly)

Yeah Yeah Dear music Look Why did you lie to me? Looked in my eyes with no smile and told me you'll ride with me In my darkest days and lonely nights you holding me But we ain't riding right now you just trying to die with me You made me swim in an ocean that is filled up with tears Man I was drowning in it It hurts cause you don't want me as bad as I wanted you I sacrificed a lot of shit to live a life with you But you just ain't the same I saw the type of music you promoting in the game That's why they kicked us out and they shutting the doors on our face Spat on our face cause the music we making ain't the same And after that, the feeling I had for you wasn't the same Man I loved you more And thought that all that's happening is for a greater cause Only to find that you like me more when I'm on the floor You ain't hear the pain in my voice when I kept calling And every time I feel like I'm rising, I kept falling I got no one to blame but the decision that I made Should've listened to mom when she said you should stick to school Thought I was writing rhymes but only saw the pain in my book I only found out now, I'm mad about how long it took Man all this time I was thinking that I'm investing in you You hated me when I hated that I was loving you Man I been patiently waiting, tell me how long is the queue I been patiently waiting tell me how long is this queue Yeah yeah Man I'd like to get to know what I would be Am I the kind of artist you would be down for? Or when I'm down in the dust or the ditch would you carry me? Or would you let me fade away and get done for? (Yeah Yeah) When I wake up, I don't have the strength to go through the day Listening to my feelings gave me a price I can't pay Like I said Dawg I prayed And I prayed And it still hasn't changed Now I'm man enough to show you all the scars that you done gave me But God told me he's the only one allowed to break me 'Said boy don't rush anything, you should believe in ur pace And I won't stop till my card is the color of my race