Edicius

My chin is up, but my mind is low I'm hurtin inside, please say it ain't so I just wanna die, buried 6 feet below I hate to say it, but I'm eerily close I'm done with the drugs, I'm done with the fights I'm in a dark place, I wanna see light Don't bother to ask, I am not alright The friends that I had, have gone out of Sight It's, too late to apologize and Feels like I'm trapped in hell Wish that I could take back my actions Too late to call for help This pain is fuckin erkin me How can't you see I'm hurtin please Just take me out of this world you see I just cannot afford to bleed There's nothin in this world I can do to try and change your mind But if you look deep down inside my heart you're guaranteed to find That there's still a light left inside just don't be blind And try to see that I am genuinely tryin Just please do not leave me behind I've made some dumb decisions, I've made some bad mistakes To get your friendship back, id do whatever it takes I'm lost without you guys, everyone else is fake Treated me with nothin but love and I replied with hate I hate who I've become, can No longer see the sun, can't Believe my actions, and Just look at what evils done You kept me up when I was down And now it's like no one's around I hate this town, replace me now Just take me out without a sound Stuck by my side regardless of judgement Trying to hard to be someone I wasn't Maybe I'm buggin I know what I did but I have to admit that Without you im nothin An asshole ya I been that A shitty friend ya I been that Never thought about my own impact Goddamnit I just want my friends back Stuck by my side regardless of judgement Trying to hard to be someone I wasn't Maybe I'm buggin I know what I did but I have to admit that Without you im nothin An asshole ya I been that A shitty friend ya I been that Never thought about my own impact Goddamnit I just want my friends back