Løst Høpe

Hiding in the darkness from these nightmares they've been talking to me tellin me to give up slowly Drains my life away People ask me what's up and I don't know what the f*ck to say F*ck my life I live with this shit everyday It's fuckin pain It don't let me feel the fuckin same Can't complain because the fuckin feeling just sets me off my chain Feels like I'm going insane Put the gat against my brain Bust a single shot as I die with no shame F*ck your insecurities F*ck your immaturity  You lookin like a bird I see Up in this bitch tryna act hard you ain't gettin that far spittin tracks raw Leavin your mind fucked for an eternity  Sick and tired of people always fuckin turnin to me Your problems ain't really concernin to me All these flames are burnin me Internally verbally Killin these rappers who never heard of me There's certainly no hurtin me Lost Hope Large mental slopes and hearts broke Rope around my fuckin throat I'll tell you this before I go You'll be the last thing I see before I fuckin choke You'll be laughing when you realize my life's a joke Lost Hope Large mental slopes and hearts broke Rope around my fuckin throat I'll tell you this before I go You'll be the last thing I see before I fuckin choke You'll be laughing when you realize my life's a joke Walkin down this lonely road Clichè but it's all I know Never felt this pain before Never felt so disrespected Disconnected, self projected Can't feel anything no more Feels like my life is done for Can't you see the side reflected Actin like I'm unaffected People never get the message Take a second, learn your lesson Started fuckin second guessin Guess that's where I'm going wrong Reason why I wrote this song Feelin this pain for too long Please god help me escape from this cold depression It's my confession of me suppressin my fuckin aggression no second guessin and no progression Just the same fuckin shit again while askin the same stupid questions Sometimes I think to myself if this is even worth it All of it seems to perfect It's like I'm living without a purpose My life's a circus And I'm not even scratching the surface It's making me nervous I'm feelin like I'm God's servant Lost Hope Large mental slopes and hearts broke Rope around my fuckin throat I'll tell you this before I go You'll be the last thing I see before I fuckin choke You'll be laughing when you realize my life's a joke Lost Hope Large mental slopes and hearts broke Rope around my fuckin throat I'll tell you this before I go You'll be the last thing I see before I fuckin choke You'll be laughing when you realize my life's a joke