Nøthing Left (feat. Maya)

I've started going numb I cant feel at all I wont let no one in I'm building up my walls The pain that they caused me Cant take back what they said I've been starting to think they'd like me better if I were dead I've started going numb I cant feel at all I wont let no one in I'm building up my walls Wanderin the streets alone wonderin if anyone will notice My life is out of focus Tryna find the true side to myself just so I can show it But as usual I still dont know it It will get better is what I'm hopin I keep fuckin my life up with each decision I make The friends I had become fake Someone help me for god's sake It's to much for me to take My mind is constantly filled up with hate I do nothing but degrade I cannot cope with the pain But with nobody to turn to for help I cant do anything but complain I think I'm goin insane F*ck all the money and fame Seems I'm never switching out of this state I'll never feel the same Search but I'm out of luck Its sucks you dont give a f*ck I feel like no one is willing to help me get out this rutt Sticks out of the crowd Maybe a little loud My head does nothing but pound Im Lost and will never be found I've started going numb I cant feel at all I wont let no one in I'm building up my walls The pain that they caused me Cant take back what they said I've been starting to think they'd like me better if I were dead The darkness becomes my friend I fear that I'm at the end F*ck following all these trends Suicide? that depends Will the sadness fuckin stop? I doubt it so let me rot Do they care? probably not You dont and that's what I thought I sit in my room alone Waiting to hear my phone Help me you probably wont I hate my life so let me go Dont bother cause I wont grow Mental state is at an all time low Get drunk and sleep on the floor I cant take this anymore