Ønly way sømeøne wøuld ever give a fuck is if i was dead

You ain't ever seen the darkest side of me F*ck what you thought I'm here to tell you about the darkest mind you can see Will it remind you of me? Do you even care? I fuckin cry till I bleed, right out my eyes cant you see that i do try to believe That this will work but it wont It fucking hurts but it dont I come, with talent but they dont fold They be like ya your shits dope But I'm only lookin for hope Maybe a hand I could hold This world is lonely and cold I keep myself runnin I feel like I'm nothin I'm tying the noose in the rope I'm second to nothin and nobody's budging kick off the stool then I choke Put the knife right to my throat Into the darkness I go I sit in silence alone No one cares but they act like they do A bullshit made up excuse On why they been ignoring me and not tellin me the truth I'm bout to tear off the roof Aggressions takin a toll on me if only she had the guts to put me up in the noose If i died Would you be sad would you be glad Would you be happy or act like you cared about the friendship we had You're nothin but a bitch to me Our relationships history When I die hope you realize the Impact that you had If i died Would you be sad would you be glad Would you be happy or act like you cared about the friendship we had You're nothin but a bitch to me Our relationships history When I die hope you realize the Impact that you had This phase is fuckin me up, I'm goin nowhere but down No one I know gives a f*ck, take another shot then I drown I'm runnin my feet in the ground I went from cheesing to frownin I go out with no sound I put the chrome to my brain, and hear the gat it goes blaow My bodies not to be found My life flashes before my eyes and there's no turnin back now Tried to turn my life around But I just ended up dead Isnt that what you wanted The wall is splattered with red This shit is all in my head Constantly filled up with dread Cant even get out my bed Because of what that bitch says But these are only my thoughts Nothin I'd physically do The only reason I'm still here is because of you Ya you know who you are The friends who stuck but my side, through the toughest of times And helped me grow into the man that you see before for your eyes Cant tell the future but I Hope I keep my head up high So when I sing this song just know that you're a part of me Deep down I try and I know that it's probably still hard to see But honestly, my destination aint that far to me But as my momma always told me quality over quantity If i died Would you be sad would you be glad Would you be happy or act like you cared about the friendship we had You're nothin but a bitch to me our relationships history When I die hope you realize the impact that you had If i died Would you be sad would you be glad Would you be happy or act like you cared about the friendship we had You're nothin but a bitch to me Our relationships history When I die hope you realize the Impact that you had If i died Would you be sad would you be glad Would you be happy or act like you cared about the friendship we had You're nothin but a bitch to me Our relationships history When I die hope you realize the Impact that you had If i died Would you be sad would you be glad Would you be happy or act like you cared about the friendship we had You're nothin but a bitch to me Our relationships history When I die hope you realize the Impact that you had