Addicted to Pain

Close the door Lock yourself inside Find a place to hide Run away from life Hit the floor Run as fast as you can Try to beat all of them 'Cause the race has no end and Look for more Happiness and bliss in this darkness and joy No matter what it is you do It won't come to you When love hates you and I Want you to rescue me Save me From all this insanity Take hold of me Don't you let me go Listen To what I have to say Now You know it's true I've needed you All along I'm so confused What should I do How can I trust anyone Shattered glass has pieces of my mind Broken in time Unhealed throughout life Battered bruises will never disappear As the scars turn into memories And it's hard to fight For what is right When it's not the time No matter how hard you try Don't leave me behind as you did before Listen To what I have to say Now You know it's true I've wanted you Since you've been gone I'm so confused What can I do How can I love anyone Fallin' and rottin' away I choose to stay To see what life has left to offer me I accept the fact that this world can only hurt Its painful message heard in simple words Deception and prevarication Meaningless lives without a vision and a mission The decision Of forcing us to live Has hurt us in the past Only relieved when death has come at last And it's hard to fight For what is right When it's not the time No matter how hard you try Don't leave me behind as you did before Listen To what I have to say Now Close the door Hit the floor Look for more Now You know it's true I'm addicted to you Why do you Seem to be Fading Watching the world Take everything I have away This pain has become A part of me Addicted to life Addicted to death Addicted to you, pain is indefinite Addicted to loss Addicted to desire Addicted to you, addicted to pain Addicted to pain Addicted to pain Addicted to pain