I'm Just Kiddin'

I told you we were at time Never had someone take it so literally You almost ended your life Clouds closing in, feet tippin' over the ledge. Had to spend the night Talkin' you off of it What do you do when the healer bleeds too? When mirrors shatter and the world skews you? Life in shards, a jungian haze We wrestle the shadows, forging new ways. Hold on, i'll carry your fire My call of duty's to keep you from harm. Guns blazing mode-mvp status Your safety's my vow—i defend and disarm. Hold on, though the echoes scream, We'll rip up the script and wake from the dream. Red pill or blue Hot and warm lines Marinated with crisis calls Goes to voice mail every time Elevated crisis calls 1 800 273 Talk 7 Cups for the thirsty Spilling the tea to a listener anytime you need 988 And 911 What's your emergency? Tell 'em what you said to me "I don't wanna live. and i don't wanna die tryin. Im ready to end it all. i don't give a f*ck" But maybe that's just it. What if you did? Lets head to the ER Maybe they can maintain your safety On a psych ward designed to make you go crazy Than when you first walk in So you leave feeling better than you thought you did Ah i'm just kiddin' I don't think i can say things like that in this industry im in Ahh who you kidding? Finally a space and a place where i don't have to censor shit Kinda like how the world talks about ozempic Big pharma saves the day once again While we continue to eat poison That blows us up bigger like the animals they be injecting Ronald called--he says i'm loving it Big king says have it your way Big pharma closing in No more existential givens You're fed up and i see it So lets just eat the fast food and tell the voices in your head You've already answered the devil He's on his way about to take you to his white castle. But you got one more lifeline In case of emergency We called up your mom She said she loves you, voice trembling with tears That hit me hard, stirred up my own fears. Scars don't vanish, but maybe they'll soften, If i'd heard yo mama's words in mah mamma's voice, she'd be up all night Coffin First just to clear her throat, then to unbury me from the grave in which she buried me alive How does a person want to die When they got a mom who would die if they tried What do you do when the healer bleeds too? When your own reflection can't comfort you? Our lives in pieces, a jungian maze— But we keep on pushing, fighting this phase. I'm patching my soul with borrowed glue, Holding steady while i'm saving you. The truth is a grind, but cracks still shine, A spark in the dark that refuses to die. Like sisyphus, climbing—boulder a lie, We'll smash that myth and soar to the sky. Icarus might join us They say he flew too close to the sun But others say what i believe He knew what he was doing all along