Dont Feel the Same

It just don't feel the same The butterflies in yo stomach beautiful feelin Til you realize it's usually and only in the beginning Six months past and you'll notice if you really in it Some of em stick for love Some stick for superstition Believing the person they pick gone get they shit together Knowing damn well they ain't really tryna do better The image they first portrayed tuned out to be a setup And now you been abused and scared to go pick ya head up And what's crazy about it is though, I feel bad for everyone that's quiet about it My prayers go out to y'all Some stay around cause they scared to be alone And welcome a broken home instead of a happy home (oops) I'm sorry that you think all niggas ain't really shit But have you considered it may be the ones that you pick? But this goes for niggas too (Yea) Cause we be thinking with our dick (Aw) And it's just like what make it worse yo we be out here playing with these women's' time and emotions and shit bro, know what I'm saying And then when they do it we be simps. You know what I'm saying? It's crazy cause they're looking for a real man and we playing But I ain't no better, I got a story to share too. I'm healing myself, here it go My last relationship had ended because of me, Realizing it was more to life than the eye can see Started to focus within and notice what I can see Lack of love, low trust, and of course insecurities I'm sure we both thought this shit was gone be forever Spending money ain't enough internally feeling lesser Taking trips while it was rough then I started to suppress her Cause the fear of being cheated on started to fester Not realizing half the time I put her under pressure Find out I'm the problem and I needed to get better Going through a depression while being an oppressor On top of that making a woman start to Second guess her Self But that's what happens when you lose yourself But she a real one cause she wanted to stay around and help And she was just like why? I said to protect you I didn't wanna hurt you In the process of you tryna help me And You ain't even realize how much that I loved you that I was willing to let you go so you can grow And I can do the same So if the time came I can come back round and love you right With my mind, my heart, my soul But it just ain't working But Of course she ain't hearing that shit man I had tried a few times, she had dubbed me whatever She moved on Seen her holding hands with another nigga and everything But you know I'm happy for her regardless Aye hold on it's her right now