Pray

It was always me vs the world Until I found it's me vs me Why, why, why, why Why, why, why (why) I'm not afraid to die I'm just afraid of myself Just afraid of my health My lucky days come in spells And if i ever get the chance to make this song go evail I pray you pray for me well I may not make it to there I seen my death come in pieces Through my dreams and my demons How I fiend for the feelin' Just for life have a meanin' I can never be what they want me to be for myself So f*ck it Guess I'll take life where I breathe and it heals I ain't never had a problem like this, before the pain It ain't nothin but what God will insist, that you remain I ain't never showed what yall couldn't miss, ain't that a shame And yet I still can't get no lovin out here I'm an artist don't call me conscious My momma say I'm a narcissist Retarded Benihana choppin up my feelings I'm a unsympathetic anethesiac Low-self esteem and I fiend for immediate attention Or maybe just a bitch to only love me when I need it Selfish, conceited, my flaws as a demon I can never be what you always just want me to be I can only be myself until my death comes due me well I ain't never had a problem like this, before the pain It ain't nothin but what God will insist, that you remain I ain't never showed what yall couldn't miss, ain't that a shame And yet I still can't get no lovin out here