All My Life

All my life All my life All my life All my life All my life I've been a real individual, never dumbin' down All my life I've been distinctive, standin' out from the crowd All my life I'm broken and flawed, ain't nobody perfect All my life I've lived a trouble life but I gotta admit it All my life, I've been a flawed man Always learnin' how to give a damn I'm hindered by my disability I'm so awkard, but of course that is me I knew who I was from day one I didn't take shit, I was a real one Being real in a fake world is hard Especially when you trynna be a rap superstar I get in a lot of conflicts, almost lost my life Of course I persevered with all of my might Even though I'm strong as a bull I can't get past all the mental tolls That this life can bring at any given moment I'm a nervous wreck to a huge extent I don't know how the f*ck I even survive When everybody told me I wouldn't live to thirty-five All my life I've been a real individual, never dumbin' down All my life I've been distinctive, standin' out from the crowd All my life I'm broken and flawed, ain't nobody perfect All my life I've lived a trouble life but I gotta admit it I've been a survivor, all my life I may not be agile but I know how to fight I'm curious as to how I avoid death When I'm always down, I'm always depressed I'm prayin' to God, just give me some purpose I don't have no assets, I'm basically worthless And I'm vulnerable to anybody who wanna take advantage How am I bad at socialzin' but good at mathematics I'm surprised I can rhyme with a competent flow I've got multiple talents but never gotten any dough They never seem interested in my type They all lookin' for a bad boy who reps the thug life I'm disappointed that I'm unable to sell out I'm disappointed that I don't chase fame and clout I've always desired to be hardcore I got morals and integrity, why don't that matter anymore All my life I've been a real individual, never dumbin' down All my life I've been distinctive, standin' out from the crowd All my life I'm broken and flawed, ain't nobody perfect All my life I've lived a trouble life but I gotta admit it That's it