Can't Believe This

I'm in a situation F*ck it, I'm always in these situations And I can't seem to get out of them What's a man in airquotes like me to do Okay, yeah... I'm hurting so much inside, I want to cry It's always holding me back, I wish I could fly... Look forward like a dove and be optimistic But when I see these fucking evils, I'm like; forget it I went to the doctor to see what was wrong... Told them I had these thoughts that were very strong You would think the action would be to help... But instead I'm in a bed locked up with a belt Sedating me in the knee even though I did nothing Leaving me to be thinking while I be self-destructin' I pace around in a hallway, there's nothing to do Drives me insane; and you think you have a clue... It's not easy... we're locked up; forgotten We have no rights, treated like criminals; rotten Forced to compentate whether we gonna lose our minds Disconnected from the very aspect of time I can't believe this... I just can't believe this... I can't believe this... I just can't believe this... The floors were blue, the walls were white and green... Now isn't that a depressing scene? I read two romance novels, they ain't got any more! Trying to remain sane, now that's a hard chore! The food is bland and tasteless just like a prison It's hard to contact the people that you'd be missin' And if you suddenly awake at 2AM... Then you'll be stuck in your cell until the day begins Looking up at the cealing, thinking to yourself Why the f*ck can't I get some form of help? This doesn't help people, no it feels like hell! And once they get out there, ain't no tellin... What they'll do because their reality changed Take away their purpose and they'll go completely insane This ain't the solution, it ain't the fix... it's the problem But you won't recognize the issue nor will you solve them... I can't believe this... I just can't believe this... I can't believe this... I just can't believe this... We got with signs that say "feed me, feed me!" Alot of innocents being killed through police brutality There is no inclusiveness, it's just one big divide And it's gotten to a point where it's impossible to survive... We claim to know about the national issues... Yet you wouldn't know if you were being misused... Everything is lies created by people with money If you ain't for the bullshit well consider yourself lucky There's a lot of people who are enslaved... Preprogramed to say the words that they say Always on the phone, never saw the value of a life All they care about is what's on Netflix tonight If it's hot in Brooklyn than it's gonna get hotter Especially since we're being robbed by President Mobster The rich win, the poor don't, everything is bullshit Y'all falling for the lies; and I just can't believe this...