Fame Drifter

Yeah, I'm like John Wayne with the looks and sounds Drifting the world until I find a place to settle down But I don't know how to settle down, so I doomed to drift this world forever Call me the fame drifter I'm a self-destructive egotistical diva I know nothing but fame, that's why I need the... Affection and love that comes from other people I take it like a drug and boy it's lethal I get immersed in it all, become Hollywood famous Lose track of myself and then I become brainless Desire more and more until they send me to exile And they make me out to look like someone who's vile I admit it, I had second chances; I blew it How the f*ck does somebody even do shit? To make the situation worse, more savage than before And this was a time you should of never declared war I'm a stupid moron playing the role of a cowboy My mission, it's simple... Sit back and enjoy... I do it over, and over, and over again I have to wonder why I don't have many friends... Yeah I'm just a drifter... A old-fashioned fame drifter... I'm just a drifter... Simple. Fame. Drifter My parents screwed up, they thought it was cool For a guy with autism to not attend middle school I could of used those social skills... what the f*ck? Now the only thing I can rely on is blind luck I've never learned the very definition of real I'm awkward and desperate, that's how I feel I get emotional over a thing called the internet Cause that's the only thing I'm able to get For social interaction of any kind... But the social interaction makes me lose my mind I can't help but to obsess and make mistakes I used 9 lives and I don't know how much I can take Everything about my life, they already know... And there's only so many places that I can go Before I reach the end... and I already know what's next Take a gun to my head, pull the chamber till it clicks... Yeah I'm just a drifter... A old-fashioned fame drifter... I'm just a drifter... Simple. Fame. Drifter My number was 182, but I was too cocky I became the wave, thought no one could stop me I used my real name, thought they'd get to know me... But all I got was a bunch of "blow me's" I tried to hang with the nerds, I guess I wasn't nerdy I tried to hang with the geeks, I guess that wasn't for me I tried to become an edgy rapper, they all flipped the birdy I was never more than a gimmick... and that just hurt me I'm just another person looking for purpose in life I'm always stuck in my four wall bedroom day and night I don't enjoy this, you think my situation is right I ain't laughing, I wish I could deal with the plight But I'm doomed to seek fame that's never permanent Cause I'm obsessive, needy and did I say autistic? If only I could break the cycle and just... move on Then all my fears and worry would just poof and be gone Yeah I'm just a drifter... A old-fashioned fame drifter... I'm just a drifter... Simple. Fame. Drifter