Fckd Up Life

I live a fucked up life I live a fucked up life I live a fucked up life I live a fucked up life I live a fucked up life Filled with misery and trife I live a fucked up life Cause my brain ain't right I live a fucked up life Filled with misery and trife I live a fucked up life Cause my brain ain't right I'm lost and confused in a sea of bullshit You're probably thinkin', how'd I get myself into this Well I was born into this life filled with pain and confusion The doc told me that I'd end up with the conclusion Like stuck in a mental ward or a group home for life I didn't feel like the assessment was even right I tried everything I could to get off that path But I always end up facin' everybody's wrath I never did anything, I was trying to learn Trying to get rid of bad habits but they always return Everything was futile cause I'm stuck like this I'm always asking God why the f*ck I exist I try to be good, I always end up a hater I guess fuckin' up will always be in my nature I don't know what I'm doin', how do I even fit in Why am I always forced to live a life of sin I live a fucked up life Filled with misery and trife I live a fucked up life Cause my brain ain't right I live a fucked up life Filled with misery and trife I live a fucked up life Cause my brain ain't right Man, what the f*ck is wrong with my subconscious It's always feeding my brain with utter fuckin' nonsense Like you should feel bad for the shit that you did Even though the shit doesn't even register a hit On the richter scale, still I feel very frail Depression hits me hard, makes me think I failed How am I supposed to fight this when I'm so in tune With my feelings, man I'm always gonna be doomed I can't make a simple mistake without them ganging up Makes me think that the societal system is corrupt It doesn't even matter, why the f*ck does it matter Makes me sadder to the point where I get even madder Why am I so patient, why don't I ever give up Why can't I make it so that I don't give two fucks I'm just waiting for a sign, just give it to me God I'm tired of fighting against all these odds I live a fucked up life Filled with misery and trife I live a fucked up life Cause my brain ain't right I live a fucked up life Filled with misery and trife I live a fucked up life Cause my brain ain't right