Mood

I’m in a mood, you’d probably think I’m up to no good Always in the mood and yeah, I wish you would Take this chance so you can understand Why I live this life, of course I go against the plan I’m like a glitch in the matrix, seeing things for what they are I pretend to be normal, even though it’s hard I make my own flow, I always want to be bold That’s why my music never sold, my life has always been cold I was born different, I think different, live different Been persistent in my means, always resistant, livin’ dreams They always told me that I was so fucked up That I’d end up either locked up or ignorant, it sucks That’s the curse with having this mental condition I think of it as a gift but they don’t even listen So they hook me to drugs just to ease the pain But nothing can ease my shame. It's such a drain This my mood I’m presentin’ like right here Pitch black, on the block without fear My life’s like the moon, it ain’t bright I survive in the night, I survived all the fights Even though I’m lackin’ in vitamin D I still be rappin’ till the day I bleed And when I disappear, I’ll be gone Like a ghost when he just walks away and moves on This is mood music, I play it loud at night Just for you to understand what it is like To ever be down, to ever be rejected Always disrespected, always subjected To eternal pain and torment, it’s like I’m facin’ off Against brainwashed zombies, why can’t I turn my brain off It’s like I’m thinkin’ 24/7/365 Till the day I die, makes me want to cry I walk around at night though the danger’s intense Smokin’ a blunt or two to get rid of the stress Feel no fear cause I think my life’s a waste I embrace death cause I feel like a disgrace I’m lookin’ for a soul cause I feel like nothin’ I always pray to God expectin’ somethin’ To happen yet I’m lackin’, that’s why I’m always rappin’ My heart blackened, I’m always actin’, always reactin’ This my mood I’m presentin’ like right here Pitch black, on the block without fear My life’s like the moon, it ain’t bright I survive in the night, I survived all the fights Even though I’m lackin’ in vitamin D I still be rappin’ till the day I bleed And when I disappear, I’ll be gone Like a ghost when he just walks away and moves on This my mood I’m presentin’ like right here Pitch black, on the block without fear My life’s like the moon, it ain’t bright I survive in the night, I survived all the fights Even though I’m lackin’ in vitamin D I still be rappin’ till the day I bleed And when I disappear, I’ll be gone Like a ghost when he just walks away and moves on