On My Mind

I got a lot on my mind And I can't keep it inside me any longer So I guess I better release it Before it's too late I got a lot of things that's on my mind So much so, It's been affecting my daily grind I can't get peace, so I might as well release The stress that's causing me so much grief We're living in a world that they keep destroyin' This disregard for human life is so annoyin' We make it what it is, so why you gotta disregard? Every human being, why you gotta make their life hard? While corporations get richer and richer Humanity gets bitter and bitter Devolving to the point where we cannot function We'll be nothing by the time 2040 comes And if we make it past that, I'll be surprised But no lie, I've lost all faith in everything Trying to fit in has made me skeptical Of everything that we have done, it's questionable On My Mind, I got a lot of stuff So much so, that it's never going to be enough When will this stop, when will this end? I hope someday I can comprehend What goes on inside my mind So I can ease off and truly find The peace and relaxation that I truly need In order to succeed cause my life ain't well I question whether they want autistic people to live When it's awareness not acceptance; I'm like, what gives? I hear people talking about killing their autistic child Makes me want to go buck wild on all the critics Who say that I'm the worst person ever alive All I did was try and now they want me to die? Whatever happened to loyalty? Did it die in a ditch All I see is everybody acting alone trying to get rich The game's so corrupt, it's all pay to play And the sad part is, nobody cares to say Anything positive about the struggling artist Who performs their hardest and get no audience regardless I'm tired of putting my quarters in the slot machine Hoping I get triple 7's and become a king This lottery is messed up, we shouldn't be selected We should be presentin' our talent to the masses On My Mind, I got a lot of stuff So much so, that it's never going to be enough When will this stop, when will this end? I hope someday I can comprehend What goes on inside my mind So I can ease off and truly find The peace and relaxation that I truly need In order to succeed cause my life ain't well I got a beef with people who shun me Never give me the right to communicate friendly So why is it that I have to hold on to grudges Why can't I love everyone, is that hard to get? I don't want to be an enemy, I want to be friendly That's why I get pissed off, because they remind me Of the torment and pain that I experienced And I haven't gotten through that, I'm still stuck in a ditch I don't know if I can get out, they keep putting me back in I know I'm over exaggerating but where do I begin? Way back when, when I didn't know any better But of course, I'll never know any better Cause they keep changing the rules every single day And I'll never know enough so there's a price I have to pay I'm broke as a joke, how can I even afford A new lease on life and a single award?