Remorse

I feel remorse for the things I’ve done in the past I feel remorse for the friendships I wish would last I feel remorse for the things that once were I feel so much remorse, might as well be a blur And I use that remorse in order to better myself I use that remorse in order to better my health I use that remorse in order to improve my life Time’s short, so I gotta live and live it right Somethin’s heavy on my mind just weighing me down It’s burdenin’ me as I walk around Always makin’ me think about what could of been Can’t fix all the problems of the world you’re in I learned that from experience, I’ve crossed fine lines Not knowin’ where they are, it’s really hard to find If I had experience then I would know so much But I don’t, I was protected with lots of fluff I feel remorse, whether old or as a kid I still feel bad about the shit I did May not matter in the grand scheme of things But it hits me deep in my feelings I didn’t know my ineptitude would be my curse Try to feel nothin’ about it but it really hurts When I’m unable to give like 100% Even when I do what I can just to represent I feel remorse for the things I’ve done in the past I feel remorse for the friendships I wish would last I feel remorse for the things that once were I feel so much remorse, might as well be a blur And I use that remorse in order to better myself I use that remorse in order to better my health I use that remorse in order to improve my life Time’s short, so I gotta live and live it right I misjudged people just by makin’ an ass Out of myself, shows I got a lot of class Especially when I slid in and interfered Like a jerk when he’s had too many beers You know how people are awkward, want to get away Well I believed all the words that had been said Developed grandiose lies that I didn’t know were lies I believed in bullshit, I ask myself why? I started takin’ a shovel, started digging my own hole I should of let it go, I should of known That a lot of people fall into delusion I wish I would of common sensed this conclusion Like a long time ago then I could have avoided The self-sacrifice, but the future ain’t aforesaid The past can’t be changed, gotta live with remorse Just the course of my life, the source of which is trife I feel remorse for the things I’ve done in the past I feel remorse for the friendships I wish would last I feel remorse for the things that once were I feel so much remorse, might as well be a blur And I use that remorse in order to better myself I use that remorse in order to better my health I use that remorse in order to improve my life Time’s short, so I gotta live and live it right I feel remorse for the things I’ve done in the past I feel remorse for the friendships I wish would last I feel remorse for the things that once were I feel so much remorse, might as well be a blur And I use that remorse in order to better myself I use that remorse in order to better my health I use that remorse in order to improve my life Time’s short, so I gotta live and live it right