The Downfall (Live)

This is the downfall, it's so steep Never thought that it'd go this deep Why is this happening, please tell me I don't understand, can you help me This is the downfall, it's so steep Never thought that it'd go this deep Why is this happening, please tell me I don't understand, can you help me Meet me, a person on the top Livin' the life as if it's never gonna stop Had friends, had wealth, had fame, I had it all Then shit hit the fan and I began to fall At first it wasn't much, but the feeling crept Everyday I woke up feelin ever more stressed Paranoia infiltrated, messing up my grind Tried to act normal but this shit was messing with my mind My numbers went down, my friends faded away I kept reminiscin what it was I did or say It never got better, it kept on getting worse Yeah I'm branded as a villain, that shit fucking hurt Now I'm all alone, and the pain is severe This isolation shit be having me in tears I can barely see the light, I'm at rock bottom Makes me wonder if I myself am the problem It's fucked up This is the downfall, it's so steep Never thought that it'd go this deep Why is this happening, please tell me I don't understand, can you help me This is the downfall, it's so steep Never thought that it'd go this deep Why is this happening, please tell me I don't understand, can you help me I have to wonder how I got myself into this position I got beaten to submission and I didn't even listen I ran the message in my mind and it didn't even stick I had to push my luck, I had to persist I tried my best to fit in but I was living a lie There were things about myself that I couldn't deny Like the fact I'm too real, tell the truth too much Society don't want me no more, guess I'm fucked Maybe this whole thing wasn't meant to be Feels like I'm blind, I wish I could see Through their eyes, so I can understand what's going on It's impossible to find a place where I belong I don't know why God made me like this If it's for a purpose then I want to know what it is I can't keep spiraling down, it's gonna lead me to death Can I forgive myself for all the shit that's in my head Or will I end up dead This is the downfall, it's so steep Never thought that it'd go this deep Why is this happening, please tell me I don't understand, can you help me This is the downfall, it's so steep Never thought that it'd go this deep Why is this happening, please tell me I don't understand, can you help me This is the downfall, it's so steep Never thought that it'd go this deep Why is this happening, please tell me I don't understand, can you help me This is the downfall, it's so steep Never thought that it'd go this deep Why is this happening, please tell me I don't understand, can you help me This is the downfall, it's so steep Never thought that it'd go this deep Why is this happening, please tell me I don't understand, can you help me This is the downfall, it's so steep Never thought that it'd go this deep Why is this happening, please tell me I don't understand, can you help me