inTOXICation

Pick up the phone I really need some closure I been sipping on Patron and smoking barely sober Wondering why I feel this pain All these questions never answered Running through my brain Why you leave Breaking down my heart into a hundred million pieces Told me you gone ride or die and now I just delete shit Cheated then you hide it Other side just wanna sneak diss Man this shit be crazy but I never got to creepin Shawties used to hit my line In the past I entertained Didn't cross no lines Now I'm older Reminiscing On everything that happened All that shit was fucking crazy How I got played and was happy They was fuckin wit the niggas That we considered opps It ain't nothing to drop you lady But it's gone hurt my heart I can't be around no fake shit My time is full of greatness I know I wasted years worth of money on a Chase bitch Calling you cause I got nothing better to do And my hearts been feeling so blue And my feelings they still untrue Feelings for you feelings for you Calling you cause I got nothing better to do And my hearts been feeling so blue And my feelings they still untrue Feelings for you feelings for you I'm sorry for my toxic ways At the time it was hard to readjust to things My first love steady lied When a nigga went away Y'all don't know how much I cried For a hunnid and seven days Military Shit won't even hard But the younging was so scary He rarely trust a soul But my soldiers I would carry F*ck what I was on That's the old me Don't you dare see A way to judge my life And you can't hold the rounds I've carried Calling you cause I got nothing better to do And my hearts been feeling so blue And my feelings they still untrue Feelings for you feelings for you Calling you cause I got nothing better to do And my hearts been feeling so blue And my feelings they still untrue Feelings for you feelings for you